I myself don't know why i feel this way, but i dunno... when i read your blog, i felt something that somehow compelled me to want to relieve you of your pain and sadness, or if not at least be a confidante. On the outside you seem happy and full of joy, except for the times when u seem a little moody. But then when u go back and pour out your feelings on your blog, its like a totally different person.

It pains me to see my friend like this... Truth be told, ever since i saw your blog, i've been praying for you every night. And i was hoping to see a post that speaks of happiness the next time. But somehow that doesn't seem to be happening.

Bottom line, i'm really worried for u. So yea that's just about it. 1 sms can't possibly say what i want to say, and i'm not sure i've the courage to call you and tell you all this. So yea i'm putting it up here...