Tuesday, May 25, 2010 Y 5:54 AM
My dear zhu zhu, i'm sorry i said those words. Pls forgive me. i wasnt thinking clearly then. i know u were hurt once and am afraid to get hurt agn, thats why u act like that. But i promise u i will love you all my life and will do my utmost best not to hurt u. I'm really really sorry!!!! Beat me and scold me all you want, just forgive me ):
Sunday, May 16, 2010 Y 7:46 AM
YAY! :D Thank God for everything! Now i feel that everything is for the better. Thank God for whatever has happened. I've realised that he was actually helping me instead of hurting me (:I hope things will progress better from now on :D
Wednesday, May 12, 2010 Y 8:36 AM
Today and the days to come will not be as happy as before... It isnt easy to hold back and just be friends... You are so near yet so far.. Each time you are near, i just want to hug you and tell u how much i love u, but i cant with the way things are now... ): I only hope i will be able to endure this! I must!! :X
Tuesday, May 11, 2010 Y 7:25 PM
Things seem different now... because of one stupid act i did, everything has changed... For better or for worse, i do not know.. will just have to leave it to God. I guess i have to hold back if thats what u want. Though it wont be easy, i'll do it if that's what it takes for us to be tgt (: The road will be tough, but i believe i can pull through it, leaning not on my own strengh, but on God and my friends.
Thursday, May 6, 2010 Y 9:58 AM
Tonight an unexpected thing happened. Shall not disclose in detail, but i'll just explain my feelings :D
Something happened to me for the first time tonight, and i've never felt anything like it before. I felt totally overwhelmed by a warm feeling, a feeling i've always longed for... I guess you could call it love! <3
And to me, Love is just a word till someone you meet gives it a meaning. And i never thought it would happen to me, but it did, and it truly is a magnificent and wonderful feeling! :D
If you love someone, you give everything you can and don't expect to receive anything in return. Even if it is just looking at you, i feel happy knowing that you are there! (:
Labels: love
Wednesday, May 5, 2010 Y 1:29 AM
The past 2 days have been very sian. i duno why also...
I've come to realise that my feelings for u are true, and that i would give my life for u. So i hope that we will make it through and it will last forever (: <3
PS: i want u to be my first and last! <3
Monday, May 3, 2010 Y 6:32 PM
Today i think is gna be damn sian... found out smth ytd night that i dont like, but cant really do anything abt it.. What to do, i'm worried abt u. Plus today wont get to see u as muuch ): MISSSS U AHHHHH!!!
Labels: sucks, tuesday
Sunday, May 2, 2010 Y 7:50 AM
This has been a really great week! is all i can say :D something wonderful yet surprising happened! and i'm really happy! :D canot stop smiling lah! always missing (someone) after i go home :P
